mommy in the making
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
That's it, this blog is closed. To those who will actually miss me (like Kris, I SO LOVE YOU!), you'll find me if I want you to. Mwah! It was good while it lasted!

Your Musical Tastes Match: Dale Earnhardt Jr.

See his whole playlist here (iTunes required)

# suburban brat babbled @ 12:09 pm
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Moving On 
I'm thinking about closing this blog...

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

music of the moment:

# suburban brat babbled @ 8:17 pm
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Alone On The Bus With My Thoughts 
Notes To Self
1. It’s not always about you.
2. Just think of it this way, this is karma kicking you in the ass.
3. The past is gone, let go.
4. There is a difference between “It was written for her” and “It was written ABOUT her”, in which case, you just choose to be optimistic.
5. It’s all just a matter of perception. If you choose to see things in a negative light, you lose.
6. He picked you.
7. He promised he’ll make things better, and you know he won’t let you down.
8. How can you complain when everything is perfect?
9. As far as you’re concerned, fate has proven that you fit perfectly.
10. He loves you more than you can ever comprehend, and you know that.


Egotistic Soundtripping With My Trusty iPOD Shuttle
(Don’t you just wish these lines were written for you?)

Something in the way she knows, and all I have to do is think of her. Something in the things she shows me. Don't want to leave her now, you know I believe her now.


May I never miss the thrill of being near you, and if it takes a couple of years to turn your tears to laughter, I will do what I feel to be right.


God only knows what I’d be without you.


Coz your love is still the only thing that matters in this world, the only thing I can believe.


Masdan mo ang mga mata, wala na ngang hahanapin pa. Kaya’t mahal huwag mainip,
pag-ibig ko’y di nagpipilit


Habang buhay kasama, pangako sa kanya. Ano mang makita, 'di pa rin susuko sa kanya.

Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful

You've got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog.
Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights.
A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time.
You blog for yourself - and you don't care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is!

# suburban brat babbled @ 11:19 pm
Monday, July 31, 2006
Dyan Nagsisimula Yan! 
I think you know that your relationship has truly gone to the "next level" once you start sharing things.

Take note, i said TRULY gone to the next level. In my opinion, there are times when you feel that you've gone that extra step forward only to realize that you haven't. There are even times when you're only trying to convince yourself that you're there. And milestones in a relationship are entirely different things from going to "The Next Level" (pum pum puuuum...). For instance a couple could have a child but not be in that next level as far as their commitment to each other is concerned. At the same time, it's possible that two people who have been married for 25 years have not reached that stage in their relationship. You may be wondering, "Ano ba yang next level na yan?" Honestly, I can't give a definite answer to that coz I believe it's different from relationship to relationship. In the simplest sense, I guess it's that feeling when you're sure that everything's gonna be ok, that no matter what, you will continue to fight for what you have built for yourselves, that your relationship is as important to your boyfriend/girlfriend as it is to you, and you will do anything and everything to protect that. For me, going to the next level is, as Bong puts it, when everything else is black and white.

I drifted... Going back to my original train of thought, I think that truly being able to share things is a good sign that you're "getting there". And by sharing stuff, I mean things that are of value to you. They don't have to be things that are monetarily valuable like cars or houses, just the little things you keep with you daily that you're completely anal about. And being anal about something is different from being particular about something, it's a hundred times worse, I think.

Bong and I are anal about the same thing, our individual CD collections. My one, very important rule is never keep an original CD out of it's case. Bong on the other hand has a CD holder for all his original CDs. He and I have both started collecting original OPM CDs, and we both like having our music around. I think it's pretty obvious how big a role music plays in both our lives. I have a point, and I promise I'm gonna get to it already.

Bong and I bought our first shared CD today, Sugarfree's Dramachine Special Edition. OK, I have no money so he paid for it, but it's technically our first CD. We're also starting to plan the merging of our CD collections, where to keep them, what to do with the discs that be both have copies of, etc, etc. This is kind of a big deal for us, so I thought I'd blog about it. Hehehe.

Today's actually been a really great day. Bong, Tristan and I had a great first sleepover at Merville last night and we all woke up happy. Plus I'm 75% sure that I'm graduating this term (that's a lot, considering my mentor, trust me!). Bong and I also saw 2 old friends today at ATC. Lovely.Ü


You tend to notice the big things in life...
But the details aren't exactly your forte

music of the moment: Sugarfree - Sinta

# suburban brat babbled @ 9:49 pm
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Please Get Out Of My Head! 
I hate her. She's stuck in my head and I want her to get out.

I hate her talaga.

The worst part about it is I lose because I hate her.


Haha, I'm hormonal, I have my period, so forgive me, I just need to let this out.

Besides, i'ts my blog and I'll be a drama queen if I want to be one.

Michelle Pfiefer said it best in The Story Of Us...
"There are some hurts that you never completely get over. And you think that time will diminish their presence - and to a degree it does - but it still hurts. Because, well... hurt hurts."

On a happier note, check out my cute cute baby pictures!

You Are Internal - Believer - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally.
If you want something, you make it happen.
You don't wait around for things to go your way.
You value your independence and don't like others to have control.

You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma.
You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill.
You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky.
No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

music of the moment: Cynthia Alexander - No Umbrella

# suburban brat babbled @ 9:04 am

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Tristan @ 1 Month

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